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My Apologies

Unread postby =CE=Horns » Mon Apr 20, 2009 6:34 pm

To all POQ members, If you know what happened skip down a line or two, if you don't well i went on a massive c4/leaving raid in coldsnap. It was just one of those days when everything was s**tty day with some things going on at home and i was just p**sed. The kind of p**sed where anything agravates and annoys you. So when a guy starts talking and being a hot shot on the net and being a hero behind the monitor, which agravates me even when im not mad, well i completely loose all self control. As to the admin that banned me, good job, you were doing your job, I 100% deserved what i got. If it were in our own server i would have even permanately banned someone for the same thing i did. I completely deserved it. It was just a big mistake i made. Im still very new to this world and i still have a lot of things i need to learn and there are a lot of things i still need to discover. I am sorry to you guys poq, because you guys are my allie, we are to treat allies as if they were one of our own. I completely went against the way i usually act and my own personal self conduct. I made myself and my clan look bad, and i also made you guys look bad for being an allie of me. And I am sincerely sorry for that. I owe you guys more then that. I owe you more then acting like a noob in the server. You guys don't have to accept this apologie, I just wanted to let you know how i feel.

Now i would just like to give some advice to technut.
00:03] =CE=`Hørns_[GS|RS|VS]: =CE=`Hørns_[GS|RS|VS]: I randomly just got banned from coldsnap
PÕQ~Technut [Leader]: I'll see what happened
PÕQ~Technut [Leader]: playing as Horns?
=CE=`Hørns_[GS|RS|VS]: Yep
PÕQ~Technut [Leader]: k
PÕQ~Technut [Leader]: you there?
=CE=`Hørns_[GS|RS|VS]: yep
PÕQ~Technut [Leader]: so you have NO idea why you got banned? it will go easier on you if you come clean
=CE=`Hørns_[GS|RS|VS]: Ok well my guess is going to be.
PÕQ~Technut [Leader]: don't waste my time
=CE=`Hørns_[GS|RS|VS]: Its because i dopped c4 on a guy who kept saying smartass comments to me and annoying me, and then leaving, 3 time. Which was probablly a big mistake on my part since i should very well know the rule and its somthing i myself would ban someone for in our server. but i was pissed which really doesnt make up for anything. So im probablly just going to be told i have to wait the 1 month which is probablly what i deserver.
PÕQ~Technut [Leader]: you did it like 3 or 4 times
=CE=`Hørns_[GS|RS|VS]: yep
=CE=`Hørns_[GS|RS|VS]: and now here comes the part where you tell me im going to have to wait the 1 month
PÕQ~Technut [Leader]: and then have the balls to tell me you were RANDOMLY BANNED
=CE=`Hørns_[GS|RS|VS]: It was random in my mind at the time.
PÕQ~Technut [Leader]: C4 quitting 3 times... that's random banning?
PÕQ~Technut [Leader]: trust me, you're not getting unbanned early, that's for sure
=CE=`Hørns_[GS|RS|VS]: Yeah i know
=CE=`Hørns_[GS|RS|VS]: i just said that
PÕQ~Technut [Leader]: what were you thinking?
=CE=`Hørns_[GS|RS|VS]: well you know how they say you shouldn't drive when your extremely pissed off?
=CE=`Hørns_[GS|RS|VS]: thats my new motto for playing halo
PÕQ~Technut [Leader]: you're adopting that motto a bit late
=CE=`Hørns_[GS|RS|VS]: yep
PÕQ~Technut [Leader]: this is your 4th ban on that server
=CE=`Hørns_[GS|RS|VS]: i know....
PÕQ~Technut [Leader]: well I guess you have your answer about why you got banned... to put a stop to you dropping C4 and quiting... who knows how much longer it would have gone on if you hadn't been banned.
=CE=`Hørns_[GS|RS|VS]: i actually was going to stop that forth time because i actually came to relize that there might be an admin in the server.
=CE=`Hørns_[GS|RS|VS]: i actually hesitated to go back in
=CE=`Hørns_[GS|RS|VS]: but it really doesnt matter
PÕQ~Technut [Leader]: we would have got you anyway, from the logs. But I'm glad the admin was a fast thinker
PÕQ~Technut [Leader]: go back and play on your own servers, you're not welcome on ours.


I fell as if i was kind and respectful to you in that conversation. I also feel as if you acted like an enemy. I participate in your forums, and have more post then most members, i have helped catch botters numerous times on your servers, and i have treated your members with respect. Except for one incident in the server, I think i have been a pretty good allie to you guys, and to you yourself technut. You have helped me before and i have thanked you. I didn't expect to be treated that way by you. Being yelled at and being told i was welcome by my allies really hurt. So some advice for you technut, Don't get mad at things, life is too short and too grand to get mad. Stay calm and use peoples own word against them in a nice way. It always hurts more and makes them relise what they have done. And in the end, its an overall way better result. So pretty much, don't act like a d**k man.

sincerely
=CE=_Horns`

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Re: My Apologies

Unread postby PÕQ~Smoke » Mon Apr 20, 2009 6:49 pm

I was the one who banned you Horns, I was in uc checking on some ppl for botting till I saw the guardians killing players, and you quitting at each time it happened.
I really was hoping it was a fake with your name at the time.

I won't go into beating you up about your behavior, as I penalized you with the ban, and I'm sure you have heard enough and don't need to hear the obvious from me.

Please learn from your mistakes.
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Re: My Apologies

Unread postby =CE=Horns » Mon Apr 20, 2009 6:53 pm

PÕQ~Smoke wrote:I was the one who banned you Horns, I was in uc checking on some ppl for botting till I saw the guardians killing players, and you quitting at each time it happened.
I really was hoping it was a fake with your name at the time.

I won't go into beating you up about your behavior, as I penalized you with the ban, and I'm sure you have heard enough and don't need to hear the obvious from me.

Please learn from your mistakes.


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Re: My Apologies

Unread postby CAPN » Mon Apr 20, 2009 8:17 pm

I agree with Technut. I think his decisions were thought out and clear, and that his sentence was just.

I also don't think you are in the position to call one of our most valued leaders a "d*ck" Horns, especially in the situation you are in currently.

You've had some problems with =CE= in the past. Major problems to be precise. I hope you haven't brought them back on yourself with this...for your sake, not mine.
Just my 0.02


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Re: My Apologies

Unread postby =CE=Horns » Mon Apr 20, 2009 8:33 pm

I never had problems with =CE=. Please know the complete story before you start saying things.

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Re: My Apologies

Unread postby CAPN » Mon Apr 20, 2009 8:42 pm

whatever you say man :coolio:
Just my 0.02


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Re: My Apologies

Unread postby =CE=Horns » Mon Apr 20, 2009 9:50 pm

I remember a whole mix up of events adding up to me being kicked out of the clan. And i remember being called bipolar and being told i needed to see a doctor and get help because i had mental issues. But trust me, if everything was like it was played on me when i was kicked out, i would have never gotten back in.

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Re: My Apologies

Unread postby AxeMan » Mon Apr 20, 2009 9:55 pm

Lol, dont beat yourself up over it. You're not really that bad, we all get pissed sometimes. When i do i just hang around base suiciding, but mostly exploring base.
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Re: My Apologies

Unread postby CliffDog » Tue Apr 21, 2009 12:01 am

Horns,

When you see me on Xfire, contact me right away. We need to talk.

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Re: My Apologies

Unread postby PÕQ~Technut » Tue Apr 21, 2009 4:43 am

FYI, I wasn't mad, I was disgusted and appalled at your behaviour and your attempt at deceit (pretending you had no idea why you were banned and accusing our Admin of banning you "randomly").

And pretty funny getting a lecture from you about controlling anger? :rofll:

Since you can't respond (Cliff locked the thread), I won't go on other than to say you lost any respect I had for you, and that is what you sensed in our conversation. Your ~apology here hasn't done anything to change my mind.
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